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Name: maureen
Country: French Polynesia
Birthday: 6/7/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: eric and surviving school
Occupation: Student
Industry: Engineering


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Thursday, June 16, 2005

i am completely lost in strengths.  what makes me mad is the same people who equate how you do in studio to your overall intelligence now feel justified in assuming im a moron.

i just don't get this shit.  statics was easy...


Monday, June 13, 2005

so its 9am, i've been up for 2 hours doing my strengths.  it blows.  my prof wants us to use webct  to do hw, but he doesn't even know how it works.  i tried to log in yesterday and found out the system was down.  i log in today only to find out i'm not 'in' any classes and i can't 'enroll' in them either.  so i can't do about half my hw.  fucking great.  joined the facebook, it might be gay so i might quit.

what ever happened to brian?


Wednesday, March 23, 2005

so yes, i did get my nose repierced.  and yes, i did tell my mom today.   she. is. pissed.  oh well.  i'm 2 months shy of being 20, and i think it's about time i make my own decisions.  for one, i can manage my own money.  she wants to have control over everything i do, and that doesn't work for me.  i know so many other people's parents who are pushing them to start being responsible for themselves, and mine are trying to pull me back and treat me as if i were younger.  i want to take responsibility for myself, but the closer i come, the more i have to fight for it.  my mom is mad because i don't visit home very often, or call her up to chat.  if she would let go and quit trying to control me, i think she would notice a big change.  everytime i come home, there's tension - she doesn't like who i am, and i don't want to be who she wants.  sorry for the rant, but there's so much more i need to vent about...


Thursday, March 10, 2005

  so i lost another beta with a cool personality, only this time it is directly my fault.  i haven't really had time to clean his bowl, and when i woke up today, he was dead.  he was pretty cool, too - bright red and personality like zipper.  i feel really guilty.

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sorry this is really delayed.  i was at architecture pretty much 24/5 for the last few days and haven't even had time to sleep

anyway, eric discovered that flash was indeed alive, but feeling kinda ill.  i changed his water asap and now hes doing fine.  no ashley, not nearly as bad as the summer.


Wednesday, March 02, 2005

it's so frustrating to try and help those that won't help themselves



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