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Name: maureen Country: French Polynesia Birthday: 6/7/1985 Gender: Female
Interests: eric and surviving school Occupation: Student Industry: Engineering
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Member Since:
9/21/2003
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| i am completely lost in strengths. what makes me mad is the same
people who equate how you do in studio to your overall intelligence now
feel justified in assuming im a moron.
i just don't get this shit. statics was easy...
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| so its 9am, i've been up for 2 hours doing my strengths. it
blows. my prof wants us to use webct to do hw, but he
doesn't even know how it works. i tried to log in yesterday and
found out the system was down. i log in today only to find out
i'm not 'in' any classes and i can't 'enroll' in them either. so
i can't do about half my hw. fucking great. joined the
facebook, it might be gay so i might quit.
what ever happened to brian?
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| so yes, i did get my nose repierced. and yes, i did tell my mom
today. she. is. pissed. oh well. i'm 2
months shy of being 20, and i think it's about time i make my own
decisions. for one, i can manage my own money. she wants to
have control over everything i do, and that doesn't work for me.
i know so many other people's parents who are pushing them to start
being responsible for themselves, and mine are trying to pull me back
and treat me as if i were younger. i want to take responsibility
for myself, but the closer i come, the more i have to fight for
it. my mom is mad because i don't visit home very often, or call
her up to chat. if she would let go and quit trying to control
me, i think she would notice a big change. everytime i come home,
there's tension - she doesn't like who i am, and i don't want to be who
she wants. sorry for the rant, but there's so much more i need to
vent about...
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| so i lost another beta with a cool personality, only
this time it is directly my fault. i haven't really had time to
clean his bowl, and when i woke up today, he was dead. he was
pretty cool, too - bright red and personality like zipper. i feel
really guilty.
[edit]
sorry this is really delayed. i was at architecture pretty much
24/5 for the last few days and haven't even had time to sleep 
anyway, eric discovered that flash was indeed alive, but feeling kinda
ill. i changed his water asap and now hes doing fine. no
ashley, not nearly as bad as the summer.
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| it's so frustrating to try and help those that won't help themselves
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